Grey Hairs
May 13, 2012 —
Its been another month. I just finished my homework for the weekend. I for once actually feel okay. I am not overwhelmed, or stressed. Its a nice feeling, though I know it will not last for long. In six weeks exams begin and I am already nervous, but I am trying my best to prep. I am finally done my volunteering, and work has been getting slower, so I feel as though things will be a bit easier on me.
The last two weeks have not been the greatest school wise. I got lost and actually did really bad on two tests. I am disappointed in myself and I am finally realizing that I need to set out a plan and just do good for me. I never used to think that I would be this hard on myself if I did bad on a test, but I do feel that I can do better. Sometimes I feel though like its not worth trying. Then again I really don’t want to screw up my future.
I have been seeing a lot of my friends graduating and getting accepted into universities. It is really interesting to see how proud they are and how their hard work has paid off. It motivates me.
Exams are less then a month away. It is really scary to be honest, and I have 5 exams. I have began to prepare somewhat. I just am setting out a schedule to help organize my study load.
Outside of school work there has not been to much going on. I will post soon I promise! Now time to return comments.
For those who did not know I deleted my Twitter. I was tired of never going on it so I just removed it completely. I may start it again when I put up my portfolio this summer. Summer really needs to come faster.
I am Back!
April 14, 2012 —
Horrible me, I want to make this website successful and look I go and not blog. I am so very sorry. I do have excuses; let me go through them in detail to make up for lack of updates.
Where to start, well I got the flu about a month ago. I was unable to attend school for a day after my birthday and then I removed my shift at work to rest more. It honestly sucked so much to feel like throwing up for 48 hours. I also turned seventeen last month. I also started the theme that is up right now last month and it just didn’t work till now.
I have had tons of test and projects, I spent my spring break catching up and relearning some stuff that I felt I needed to work on. The break was much needed. We are now back at school 2 months into April. Yesterday was the school dance. I did my hair and wore a lovely BCBG dress I picked up from the bay. I also wore my Franco Sarto shoes with it.
I also broke my camera, and now have to save up for a new one. My camera was like four years old anyway so it doesn’t bug me that much. I do really want to add more photos to my posts.
My next blog post will be larger and will be up by Wednesday. I already started part of it. I feel like I want to go back and get rid of posts again. I will soon, probably once I finish history and clean my room.
Ps. I feel in love with One Direction… I was already into them earlier but now I am a bit obsessed spending endless hours on tumblr. :S I need a life.
Run Down
February 25, 2012 —
Haven’t blogged in a bit, well there goes this months goals. It is really hard to believe it is already the end of February this week. There has not been a lot going on, I have been meaning to blog and such, but I have no energy. I have no will power to stay awake an extra hour and return comments and blog. I don’t even feel awake enough during class half the time. I never got around to doing my goal for working out. The most exercise I have gotten is walking. I did crunches one day but that didn’t last for long. The past two days have had a lot of snow so I have done the driveway twice. So that could be counted as some activity right?
I am actually really happy today, I do not have work. Don’t get me wrong I do like making money, but sometimes I just don’t feel like I am doing something fun anymore. Interacting with people constantly gets old easy. I need something new already I guess, but I think I will stick it out because this way I know everyone.
I have a doctors appointment March 1. She is probably going to send me for blood tests and tell me its my diet that is making me so sleepy. I highly doubt that, because every time she says that my results come back perfectly fine. I just don’t want her to put me on meds. I am missing part of chemistry class because of this appointment.
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